So I opened this blog again.
After my exam last March 21, 2010 I thought of deleting it after the results came out. My title was my own subtle mockery of my own scores. Yes, I aim for 9, but my scores weren’t anything near that number.
I was beyond disappointed but regret was far from my mind.
When I took the exam, all I ever thought was I can surpass it with flying colors. My scores weren’t that bad. In fact, my speaking was kind of surprising.
Reading: 7.5
Listening: 8
Speaking: 8
Writing: 6
OBS= 7.5
Okay, so screw writing. Honestly, I totally do not expect that. I was expecting somewhere between 7 and 7.5 but surprise!
Another surprise was my speaking. I know I can hold a conversation in straight English but during the exam, the examiner repeated the last question three times because I didn’t get what she was trying to ask me. And most of my answers were actually honest answers and I just let my spontaneity get the best of me. 
The exam itself wasn’t traumatic at all. It’s the cost that will keep on bugging you.
But today, I am officially re-opening this blog with a renewed positivity and complete surrender to the Lord, that these things happen for a greater purpose and I know that His will be done.
I trust you Lord, into Your hands I rest my future~
